changes

I don’t even know where to begin…

Today is April 6th and I can’t even explain everything that has happened in my life since the spring semester of my sophomore year of college began. I guess I can sort of quickly sum it up by saying that I was given a new appreciation for my loved ones, have found comfort in prayer and meditation, oh and I moved from one building to another on campus and am no longer an RA.

There is much much much more to it than just that one sentance but I honestly don’t even know if its appropriate to discuss the major details. Maybe someday…. possibly this summer when I have more time to write and relax.

I cannot wait for that.

Famille

I don’t even know what to write in here… I’m sick of just saying that I’m busy and have a lot going on. I mean, yes I do, with being a full time college student, an RA, and the newly elected recruitment chairman of my sorority, but I wish I had more to say and write about…

I guess one thing I can write about is my family. I wish that I could spend more time with them because in the past few years they have become more and more precious to me. It shouldn’t have taken a few deaths for me to realize this… but after the passing of my great-grandparents, my great-uncle, my uncle, and now my Grammy, who passed away this Sunday , I really want to just spend more time with my family. It makes me want to be home as often as I can. I’m glad that I did come home as often as I did this semester because even though it took up a lot of time, gas, and such, I got to see my Grammy on those Saturdays I was home.  I am also so grateful that I was still home on break when she went into the hospital and all that because I at least got to see her in her last few days. And I am definitely glad that we got to have one more Christmas with her, that was really nice and I will always remember it. 

I guess if there’s one thing I can take away from this break is that I love my family and being able to spend time with them. I really hope that I can see them this semester. It’s going to be hectic and I’m not going to have many free weekends because of being on duty and having events but I want to come home every opportunity I have… I’m not taking my time with my loved ones for granted. Maybe that should be a new years resolution of mine. I don’t want to make any about weight loss or exercising because they never get fulfilled, but I know that if I make one about spending more quality time with all of my family that I can do it. 

So if you still have your greatly loved family members in your lives… tell them that you love them and spend some extra time with them the next time their around… because you never know when that might be the last time you’ll see them. 

<3 peace

iPod touch

I felt the need to update this from my iPod touch, just because I can =)

wisdom teeth

got my wisdom teeth out a week ago and i’m finally feeling better… that was the laziest week of my life but it wasn’t that bad. but now i’m having a hard time getting up and out now that i’m capable and feeling better. i just cannot wait until thursday because of the celtics game other than that i just really need to get more productive and decide what i want to do this summer… other than the already planned trips to vermont, bbq beach party, and maine

done

I’ve been back home in for a few days now… all done with freshman year. Thinking back now, it was a great year and I learned more and gained more than I ever could have imagined. It feels good to be home, but I already miss everyone at school. Oh and I got a robo dwarf hamster! His name is Rondo =) Pictures of him are on my Facebook & MySpace. And last night was great, I went to the Celtics game with my Dad. Hopefully this summer will be relaxing, refreshing, and full of fun. It’s started off good so far, and this weekend me and my mom are going to Elmira, NY to visit my cousin Chris and see him in his musical. That should be fun. Hopefully the sun will come out after that too, I need to get tan.

fyi

Hmm well I think that a few releavant things have happened lately that should be added here… I’m going to be an RA in Maple Ridge in the fall and I’m now a sister of Phi Sigma Sigma, Theta Sigma chapter, Alpha Iota class =) Yeeah so that’s why I’ve been so busy and why I will be even busier next year, which I was just told is the most intense year for business majors… yay. So if you see me running around like crazy in the fall and have no time for anything, cut me some slack… I’m going to be insaney full of things to do all day everyday.

no time

yeah, don’t know why i still have this. i have no time to write here. my life exploaded into a never ending string of classes, work, meetings, events, and a million other things this semester. maybe i’ll elaborate on that later… but for now, just quit stalking me on wordpress and talk to me when you see me around or im me becase i actually use aim again. peace.

ALL THAT REMAINS

My dream finally came true on Saturday. I met All That Remains. 
Can’t believe it finally happened. We met Mike too but I didn’t get a picture with him, only Matt did. I’m just so stoked that I met PHIL!
And they played an AMAZING set. Best show I’ve ever been to, definitely. I got a bunch of other pictures but I don’t want to clutter up my blog with them. If you have me added on MySpace or Facebook you’ve already seen some of them and I’ll be adding more soon.
I love ATR so much more now… and I never thought that was possible! 

imagination.

Well the good news is I’m exercising, eating better, and feel back on track. I just feel a bit drained this morning because I’m a woman and because my niece Dakota slept here Wednesday, was here all day yesterday, and is back today! So no exercising this morning- she came early!
She’s three and is at that pretending stage. Every doll, stuffed animal, or thing in this house that she can get her hands onto is now talking and is something else’s mom or child. It’s fun for her and I actually can’t wait to pass down my American Girl Dolls to her. Those were my favorite. 

Other than that, I just feel like I’m falling in love all over again. Every minute I spend with Matt is just amazing. I have butterflies again and can’t stop thinking about him Tonight we’re actually going to get to spend more time together and I’m sleeping over so it should be amazing and I can’t wait. What a great way to finish my week off. 

But now I have to get my lazy butt out of these PJs and into the shower. I think today will consist of make-believe tea parties, reading, relaxing, and maybe some grocery shopping before I head over to Matt’s house.

what a new year…

It’s the first day of 2008 and I, once again, have no motivation to do anything but lay in bed. Maybe I’m sick… maybe it’s the weather… or maybe it’s just because I’m a woman with anxiety.  So far I’ve done nothing productive over winter break. I think I’ve gained 5 pounds and been to the mall more times than I can count. Yeah I know this is a vacation but I was hoping to be a little more productive.  All I want is for Matt to come over, watch CSI all day, cuddle, and eat. Oh and I want it to stop snowing!